aLL that wuT?

my eyes are very sore.i dont know why.is my power increasing?how am i going to do JPJ test next month?drats..
i dont know what i'm feeling right now but its just that i'm having doubts in my relationship with someone.i'm still trying to find myself in this world.there's a lot more obstacles and challenges out there that you're gonna hafta face.and i'm just an ordinary 20 year ol' and i think i worry too much.and i bet u people out there are thinking "what izzit for a 20 year old to worry about??"

well...screw u..perhaps u lead a life where u just hafta think about daddy's money and spending it like no people's business..
i'm not that type and i dont intend to have a relationship with someone who's just being wealthy with daddy's money..
eventho' i have 2 daddy's and 2 mommy's it doesnt mean i can spend their cash without making some of my own right??
i think i'm gonna settle down with someone when the time is right.on what i mean "the time is right" is actually when you have enough ilmu(degree/masters preferably)+money+maturity+harta benda+mentally&physically aware+the time where u dont hafta "menyusahkan ur parents era"
but all in all it doesnt mean it has to be perfect kan?not everybody's capable in achieving all that just all ot ONCE.so BE it..its all in the hands of God and how we make ourselves on achieveng our goals..u never know what's gonna happen to you after this OR the next morning OR tomorrow OR nextweek OR next month right??

retro

Sesi Siasatan Tatatertib from TNB Headquartes came today..the preparations were like lastweek,nasi lemak and kueh for breakfast,nasi campur for lunch,and some other kuehs for tea..apparently i'm not eating any for myself..maybe i think its just unnecessary for me to munch on somethin that is actually prepared fer sum1 else..bcoz that day somethin yg tak sepatutnye berlaku - happened! TOM (TNEC Operations and Maintenance ) were having a meeting, Meena(the tea lady) sent some kueh that K.Eza(Marketing Coordinator) bought inside the meeting room,and then a short while after that K.Eza called and ask me where's all the other kuehs..ciss..apparently Meena dah offer to everybody in the office without aknowlwdging K.Eza..nasib baiklaa ade tinggal a plate lagi..kan dah malu makan tak ingat dunia..nasib baik laa aku makan sebijik jer..takdelaa rase bersalah sangat..kui.kui

today i wore my grandma's black chiffon top,its somethin like a punjaba suit top but its not that big,just nice fer me laa..and I LOVE it..it sure is retro but the gurls here said that my top is NICE!and they said i should wear somethin like this more to the office..hehee...thank you Tok Mi..

i have a problem with blogger at my PC.so.LATER laa.dah menyampah nak retype