aLL that wuT?

my eyes are very sore.i dont know why.is my power increasing?how am i going to do JPJ test next month?drats..
i dont know what i'm feeling right now but its just that i'm having doubts in my relationship with someone.i'm still trying to find myself in this world.there's a lot more obstacles and challenges out there that you're gonna hafta face.and i'm just an ordinary 20 year ol' and i think i worry too much.and i bet u people out there are thinking "what izzit for a 20 year old to worry about??"

well...screw u..perhaps u lead a life where u just hafta think about daddy's money and spending it like no people's business..
i'm not that type and i dont intend to have a relationship with someone who's just being wealthy with daddy's money..
eventho' i have 2 daddy's and 2 mommy's it doesnt mean i can spend their cash without making some of my own right??
i think i'm gonna settle down with someone when the time is right.on what i mean "the time is right" is actually when you have enough ilmu(degree/masters preferably)+money+maturity+harta benda+mentally&physically aware+the time where u dont hafta "menyusahkan ur parents era"
but all in all it doesnt mean it has to be perfect kan?not everybody's capable in achieving all that just all ot ONCE.so BE it..its all in the hands of God and how we make ourselves on achieveng our goals..u never know what's gonna happen to you after this OR the next morning OR tomorrow OR nextweek OR next month right??