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this is just the beginning of everything

Saturday, July 17, 2004

very sad

yesterday was a memorable day but somehow sad pour moi
everything went perfectly fine until a msg that eventually struck to me on what could hurt me the most
i practically dont like it when ppl start comparing and commenting about ur physique
perhaps you are born to be big boned and fleshy
perhaps you are born to have curly,or straight or frizzy hair
maybe there's a reason why God created you that way
 
anyway..im sorry sayang if  "I" hurt u
i'm sorry that i'm your other half
i'm just saying that i'll
love you forever
eventhough sometimes you may hurt me even without realizing
i'm sorry again
 
THE END

 

Monday, July 12, 2004

overthinking things

i cant stop this feeling of overthinking things..sometimes its just things that is soo unrelevant that goes around in this head..hmm

had breakfast with dad at usj16's Stadium..the roti sardine was superhuge and yummy!
didnt wanna hav lunch coz the sardine's was still in me tummy
yeahaahha!

had some things straightened out in the afternoon with a fren.
sometimes a simple rumour can spread like disease dat can actually hurt others..

a lesson to be taught today..never tell anything u aren't sure enuff to anybody..what i mean by anybody is everyone including my darling bf..hehe..sorry sayang

had a big dinner(rice!) with ruhil and puteri and babbled about type of guys that girl's would go for..seems that different ppl have different taste..sometimes its just so obvious on a person's way of thinking where u can see by the way they talk..not referring to anyone though..

my eyes are getting puffy and sore..need to have a bath with my ever-wonderful LUX Awaken Spa..haah..so refreshing..
i sound really pathetic...hahaah

mandi!shower!watch TV..study??

sleep..haahh